24 Dec 2013

Merry Christmas

I don´t really care about Christmas, to be honest, but I still  wish you all a Merry Christmas, enjoy the holidays and relax, before jumping in the new year.
I hope you all get what you wished for. :)

Christmas lights :D

10 Nov 2013

Shut up and take my money!

Somebody please tie me to my chair and don´t let me go shopping again!
Or at least not in shops with jewelry.

I have this feeling, that the week before payday will be fucking hard again. But I just couldn´t resist. Be honest...could you?
To find in my place some kind of gothy jewelry is like a dream. And that dream came true. Even if some pieces I wanted were already sold out.
But it still was a great success, don´t you think?
Gooooosh, I´m so happy ^_^
And now I know what will be the first place to look next Halloween. I would never imagine there will be a Halloween collection! (Okay, it sucks a little bit that these gothy jewelry is presented as Halloween collection, but still...I love it!)



Necklace and bracelet.

Earrings. But they are too big so I will make a necklace and bracelet probably out of them.

Vampire fangs - hairgrips.

Earrings. The first pair is light violet.

Skeleton hand hair grip. I wanted one for so long now.

Brooch. But probably I will make a necklace or a choker. They had an amazing choked with this skeleton lady, but it was sold out. And I don´t really wear brooches.

Outfit post

Yeeey, outfits :D The spot by the doors is quite good, even if it, well, doesn´t look so good. But I can take fullbody photos, so I don´t really care about the background.
Today I have two outfits to share.
But  it´s cold outside, so  of course I don´t run just like that. :D I have a winterjacket too. But then all of the outfits would be almost the same :D

1.11. I was out with a  friend. I know her mostly from blog, but I´ve met her at our gothic picnic.
I really enjoyed our meeting and gosh, we were in the shopping centre for like seven hours and we didn´t even noticed :D
I wore my Tripp skirt with an underskirt and a shirt. And stripes :D
Photo was taken when I came home and you can see the bat brooch I bought that day. 

I´m not so satisfied with this second outfit to be honest. Yes, the bats are a little too much :D But I have bought them that day and I was so happy about them, so I couldn´t resist.
But the day itself was great. I just love spending time with my boyfriend. ♥

27 Oct 2013

Outfit (Halloween came earlier)

Just few das left. And I realize, that I won´t really celebrate Halloween this year...again. I´m working on 31.October, but at least, I will end at 2 pm (not like last year, when I was working from 2pm to 10 pm. -_-).
So, I will do to town and see what´s happening. There should be a Zombie walk in the evening, so I will go and check it. And take some photos. No costume this year...again. -_-
And i have to be home early, because the next day I have to wake up at 3:30am. It´s really sucks. (But hey, next year it should be a halloween friday :D).

Yesterday I went for a little walk with my boyfriend. There is a big forest near my home and the weather is great these days. We wanted to take some photos, but I was taking too long and it was quite dark already. He was barely able to take som outfit photos. Nevermind now, the forest won´t run away (I hope). :D
So, in the Halloween mood with black and orange stripes, puffy skirt and cat ears. :D


24 Oct 2013


It´s outfit time again.
I bought this skull shirt two/three days ago in a thrift store in man section. I thought it would be great to wear at home or to sleep, but I decided that it would be a shame. It´s little bit big (well, man size :D), but I think it looks really cute.
The skirt is "new" too. I bought about seven skirts this month, all for 1€ or 1,75€. Praise he thrift stores. :D But now I have to buy new hangers, too :D


Accessories: spiked collar with bat pendant, anhk, spiked headband. And on the silver chain is ring from my boyfriend (I can´t have rings at the place I work, so I mostly wear it like this. Here it is.)

And in one ear there was this cute little guy. The other earring is just black black dot.

22 Oct 2013

Where are you, Halloween?

Every year I look forward to autumn. I love autumn...all the beautiful colors out there, it´s not hot like in hell anymore and I can layer finally (but somehow we jumped from being hot to being cold again...and from wearing short t-shirts to winter coats...fuck you too, weather -_-).
And of course, there is Halloween.
I used to visit stores in my city, looking at the decoration, even it I didn´t have the money (I was a poor, poor student).
This year I was really happy, because I finally had money and couldn´t wait for Halloween season to come. But...what? Where is all the Halloween stuff gone?! In supermarkets there was always something cheap and cute, I remember that. But this year is like there is nothing.
Well okay, in Slovakia we don´t really celebrate Halloween. Not so much. It´s mostly just for young people to throw costume parties and zombie walks and so on. But still it´s strange that there was like totally nothing in stores. I wouldn´t mind....but it was different last year. So, what happened?
Fuck it...
I was watching a video from kazlovesbats not so long ago and there are Halloween stores there! That´s so unfair. This is the only time of the year I really wished to live in USA. -_-

Well, I still didn´t give up. There is one little shop, that sells cool stuff. Mostly oriental, but seasonal too. And my friend bought me a halloween cup there, so I hope I will find something. I have a new home...I need new decoration! :D

13 Oct 2013

Doodles and drawings II: Shadow Hunters

 Warning: Picture heavy post.

I started drawing in manga style many years ago. It was easrier for me and I like it, like I like anime ang manga even now, after all the years.
Shadow Hunters should be the title of my manga. I feel somehow sad thinking about it, because I put so many time and love in it and then I just quit.
So many things I would like to do and so little time. And when I started to work, it was even worse, because even if I would find the time, I was coming home so tired, that I just turned on the TV and turned off my brain. I stopped to read, I stopped to blog.
Sometimes I take out all the pictures and linearts and look at them thinking over the story. It´s still in my head and maybe I will find the time to draw it.

It should be little bit of fantay, little bit of horror, school life, supernatural and well..yaoi and shoujo-ai. :D Demons, bad spirits and so...Well, I was  inspired a lot by Bleach (some of the characters where made up for a Bleach fanfiction I wanted to write together with my friend, that´s why :D), Monochrome Factor, Ao no Exorcist and many other. :D
The biggest mistake I made was, that this would be my first manga. But instead of starting with something easier that could be a oneshot story, I choosed to begin with the longest and hardest story I had in my mind - with lot of fighting, erotic scenes and so...and fuck...I´m not even sure if I could actually draw something like that. :D
But, enough words, here are some of my drawings.
They are all drawn by hand, and mostly colored in Photoshop with the mouse..

(From newest to oldest...mostly. And some of them are for the story, but some of them are just random.)
Ryo - demon version

Ryuu - demon version (inspired by the song title - Angeldemon)

10 Oct 2013

Doodles and drawings I: "Creepy" little doodles

 Warning: Picture heavy post

First things first: I love to draw. Or I should probably say - I used to love it.
Ok, I think, that I still do. But I didn´t draw anything for...I don´t really know.. a year maybe?  Not that I didn´t want to, I just didn´t have the time or the inspiration. Something was always missing.
I used to doodle when in school (school was booooring...but somehow so inspirating. Especially maths :D) and at home too. Mostly in manga style. I even startet do draw a manga, but didn´t get over first chapter.
School, blogging and now working...I don´t even have time to read or write something on blog, so I´m not really thinking that I will find the time to draw in the near future. But I will. I wish that someday I will end the story I made up and make it a real manga. :D
But more about that in another post (and yes, there will be more of this self-presentation posts. Don´t say I didn´t warn you :D). I was looking through my slovak blog and ended up looking at all of my pictures I uploaded. So I decided to show you some of them.
Here are some of the doodles, mostly from school. :D




1 Oct 2013

Big outfit post

My outfits these days are somehow boring. I recently moved, my closet is still a mess and I still don´t have all of my things here. I was little bit (ok, not JUST a little bit) stressed and not in the mood for thinking about what to wear. Pair of black jeans and a simple T-shirt are sometimes a good choise.
But I have some older outfits to share.

Stripes everywhere... I love them so much.
This is the newest outfit photo. I don´t know if you see that, but it´s little bit lolita-inspired.
I really like lolita style, it´s so cute, but I don´t know if I could wear it. But it´s still a great inspiration.

Puffly skirt, see-through shirt and tartan tights? I just have to love it. :D I just wish the skirt was "bigger". I sadly couldn´t find the other underskirt (I don´t really know the english term for this :D)
With thin lolita-like coat.
Black and red again. A simple outfit I use to wear in summer a lot.
Even simplier (is this really a word? :D) outfit. I was just hanging out with my boyfriend near my home.
This black-and-white outfit is a little bit older. Gosh, I love stripes! ♥

15 Sep 2013


I´m leaving soon. No, I´m not dying nor leaving this blog. I will move to my new home soon and today I went to see it. It´s the room of my friend, her parents are renting it. Yeah, it is just one room, but hell, I love it. It´s so big compared to where I live now (2rooms flat, sharing the room with my brother). Aaaaand - it´s black and violet. With a really big bed.
Goooosh, I´m so happy. Here are some photos (taken with mobile phone).



All of these books are there and I can read whichever I want. Some of my favourites are there, and even books I wanted to read, but couldn´t buy. Gosh, it´s like paradise ♥

7 Sep 2013

Little bit of DIY

Yeah, yeah, I´m still alive. And everything is starting to get better, so I hope, I will come back to blogging soon.
But I decided to get together a post for today. Some of my DIY accessories.
Not everything came out like I planned, but nevermind, I like it anyway. :)
Before I start with the post itself...40 followers? Wow, thank you all so much, I really appreciate it. ♥♥♥

Firstly something I wore yesterday for the first time. A bow hairclip with cameo.
It´s glued to the clip, but I didn´t take the right glue, so it started to come of, that´s why I "sewed" the bow to the clip until I buy the right glue.

Then there is a studed headband I was working on for a longer time. It was ready a day before or small gothic picnik.
The headband was grey, and I didn´d wanted to buy some paint, so I used the older black nailpolish and when ready I fixed it with transparent nailpolish, so it doesn´t pull my hair anymore :D

Pendants I "made" from a brooch. I bought one with chains and keys and a heart at the end not so long ago, but just because I wanted to keys. I don´t really wear brooches, so I just took it apart. Now I have two lovely pendants and some parts are still left (maybe for some earrings? :D).

And again a key necklace. This is way bigger and it really is a key...from handcuffs :D

I made a pair of lace gloves from the sleeves of a blouse I bought for some cents in thrift store. It wasn´t good but I liked the idea of gloves.
They may not be perfect, but I don´t mind.
And I still have some other parts that I may use later.

And  a handbag I made from a cosmetic bag. I needed some bag in work, so I don´t have to take all the papers, cleaning rag, calculator, pens, scissors and other stuff in hands. And why not be little bit stylish?

This is how it looked before.

That´s all for now. I can´t say when the next post will be, but hopefully soon. :)

19 Aug 2013

Photoshooting (and Tumblr changes)

Firstly - thank you all for lovely comments. It´s great to find people who think similar or have similar interests and taste. :)
I know it´s quite rude not to answer them, but I don´t really have time now. And writing in english still takes me longer than it should :D

Some changes were made on my tumblr. I decided that it will be some sort of gallery, where I will upload photos I made, so I don´t spam this blog so much. :D
Here will I upload only the ones I like the most.
So, I already mentioned the photoshooting I had with Jozef Masarik. And, here are some more photos from him.
I really love them. :)
You can find Jozefs gallery :here:







I absolutely LOVE this one ♥

11 Aug 2013

Why should I?

Many of you probably heard questions like "Why can´t you be normal?" or like my grandma likes to ask: "Why can´t you be like everyone else?".  Somehow this type of questions always makes me smile and mostly I reply: "Why should I?"
And you know what? Nobody ever answered my question. Whenever I say that, suddenly is everybody quiet. Well, I´m not surprised by that, to be honest.
Some people really should start using that thing called brain they have in their heads. Everybody should have a choice (and of course not just in things like fashion, music or style) and everybody should be who he wants to be...and not who other people want him to be.
Why should I be like everyone else, when I don´t have to? And I don´t even want to?
It was few days ago when a boy about my age (or should I say young man? :D) turned at me and from all of a sudden said: "Why are you like this? Why can´t you be normal?".
I was going to see a doctor so I was quite scared and even in hurry, so all that came out of me was just surprised: "How normal?" But I was thinking at the bus a little bit (at least I didn´t think about the doctor so much). He actually said, that I wasn´t normal. I don´t think there is some definition of "normal", and for example for me it´s totally normal to wear black clother, collar and chains. But really...so I´m not normal because the way I look, but his behaviour towards me is completely okay? I find it funny how some people think.
When I was younger and  just started to dress this way, that kind of reactions hurt. My self-esteem was low, but I wanted to be myself and wear and do what I liked. 
I was always an outsider, so I already knew how words can hurt. But getting bad reactions at my new self was something different, mostly because I was happy that way, I felt better...and then there were some idiots calling me names and so.
It still didn´t make me to turn "normal". I started to learn not to give a fuck about what other people say. Especially the ones, who were (like) strangers to me. It was a hard way, but I´m more confident now and I found really good friends who like me the way I am. Some stupid reactions from people, who don´t even know me won´t get me on my knees.

Well, when you want to be yourself and not follow the mainstrem, you won´t escape the bad reactions. And you can´t stop people being intolerant (and stupid). You have to be confident in your skin (and clothes) and show them, that you are who you are - and you are happy that way. :)

28 Jul 2013

DIY Teddy

Did I already say that I love stuffed animals? Especially teddybears, even if I only have two of them.
But, I don´t want the same teddys like everyone else...the teddys I want must have that special touch. What about little bit of DIY?

Let me introduce you - Victor
He was my first "victim". It started with replacing the ribbon he had with a black one. Later I added the fishnet, nose chain and red mohawk. Actually I ended replacing the black ribbon with spiked collar (the first photo is older).
My cute little evil teddy. :D
Older photo...
New collar
My second teddy is a gift from my boyfriend. It was a souvenir from London. I didn´t do anything with him...he´s perfect like he is, but I "updated" a little panda-bear that I gave my boyfriend for birthday with fishnet, studed collar and earrings. :D :D (the ring is not part of the panda "outfit" :D)

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